Hello....
.... My old friend, it has indeed been a while hasn't it? Sorry that I've been away for so long, I haven't been avoiding you and I certainly have not forgotten... Just that every time we meet like this its a little awkward, I can only live in nostalgia and think about how awesome times were and how desolate and bare things are now. Its nothing personal... and its no secret that we have both changed, in some aspects for the better and others for the worse. Perhaps it was I who grew past you, and you no longer fulfilled my needs... Perhaps it was you who changed and stopped filling the gaps so I moved onto bigger and better things. I could hold nothing against you though, babe, and I hope you share no resentment towards me, I know I am no longer a sponsor. I could never dislike this place, I mean you. You lead to some excellent experiences, expressing myself in a way that I never thought was possible but most importantly meeting new people and learning from and building friendships through just simply, sharing. Establishing bonds that I did not even think were possible. The worse thing about this is that most of these people just aren't around you anymore, a lot of them aren't around because well, no one is around and others just simply left. I know it makes me a bit of a loser to mention this but, everyone I wanted to keep in contact with on here I now communicate with via facebook, I know facebook does suck but I just met one of the old school RvBers here like 3 days ago, awesome! I don't know, the most active 3 years I was on here now feel like a 3 minute Waltz, incredible. "I must reconnect and make new friends..." you say, well that's probably true, but not today... Well, it's good seeing you again, I hope this wasn't as awkward as it feels, bye, for now... I will return. |
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