What now...
Well its official my 3 dig year started ... good times. kinda weird being on the other side but i guess i will get used to it. Really I just dont want to become that asshole upperclassman, i just want to do my job and make it so my 4 smokes can do theres helping them along the way. Heres hoping i can be as good of a leader that i think i am...
I have been thinking a lot lately about random shit such as finances and stuff. Like with money i want to have enough to get a decent car, it doesnt have to be new b/c around here the weather doesnt like new cars. but saving up is not going to be easy, i am already kinda pissed cause it wont let me go to the Korn concert but w/e. I need money though which is porbably why i may not go through with the airsoft team on account that i need $500 bucks for my weapon. so thats probably going to be a no-go, however i need to get out of here this weekend to help a friend but i dont know how much that is going to cost...

I have also been thinking about me, i guess you could call it soul searching w/e. I have been really looking at my native american heritage and been trying to find out more. I think i am probably going to do some searching around to find a local Cherokee chief and see if he can teach me about my heritage, I would really like to know more. Which is kinda weird i guess on account that i am agnostic but maybe these beliefs will click with me, who knows. I have also been thinking about who I am. Lets see i claim to be a half puerto rican cherokee fucked up huh? Well, in reality I think I am just a guy who wants to fufill his dream. But he can be stubborn which may get others pissed at him or what not, either way though he trys to be happy go lucky. I have been reminicing about how lucky i am to have some of the friends i have, dont know how I'd live without em. I know i tend to keep all my troubles inside and even though most dont even know what they are, even those closest to me. They help by just being there. Well I guess now i just gotta keep trucking, i know that probably made no sense whatsoever but eh, what ya going to do...

What now...

Well its official my 3 dig year started ... good times. kinda weird being on the other side but i guess i will get used to it. Really I just dont want to become that asshole upperclassman, i just want to do my job and make it so my 4 smokes can do theres helping them along the way. Heres hoping i can be as good of a leader that i think i am...
I have been thinking a lot lately about random shit such as finances and stuff. Like with money i want to have enough to get a decent car, it doesnt have to be new b/c around here the weather doesnt like new cars. but saving up is not going to be easy, i am already kinda pissed cause it wont let me go to the Korn concert but w/e. I need money though which is porbably why i may not go through with the airsoft team on account that i need $500 bucks for my weapon. so thats probably going to be a no-go, however i need to get out of here this weekend to help a friend but i dont know how much that is going to cost...

I have also been thinking about me, i guess you could call it soul searching w/e. I have been really looking at my native american heritage and been trying to find out more. I think i am probably going to do some searching around to find a local Cherokee chief and see if he can teach me about my heritage, I would really like to know more. Which is kinda weird i guess on account that i am agnostic but maybe these beliefs will click with me, who knows. I have also been thinking about who I am. Lets see i claim to be a half puerto rican cherokee fucked up huh? Well, in reality I think I am just a guy who wants to fufill his dream. But he can be stubborn which may get others pissed at him or what not, either way though he trys to be happy go lucky. I have been reminicing about how lucky i am to have some of the friends i have, dont know how I'd live without em. I know i tend to keep all my troubles inside and even though most dont even know what they are, even those closest to me. They help by just being there. Well I guess now i just gotta keep trucking, i know that probably made no sense whatsoever but eh, what ya going to do...