I'm having a fucking panic attack.
I start college tomorrow. I still live at home, and have to commute with my mom every morning. I have about 35 hours a week of downtime in between classes where I'll just be sitting in the library. I don't know where any of my classes are located, or even the whole layout of the school. I don't have ANY of my books, even though I was told to have them WAY before classes started. I'm taking an online class, and the website that runs it, is set up so poorly, that I can't even figure out what the fuck I'm supposed to do! Oh, by the way, I only have between 8 and 9:30 tomorrow morning to figure all this the fuck out. My mother says it's just like going to a new school, and that I should have nothing to worry about. Well you know what? School sucks when you don't have any friends to hang out with. And you know what else? I'm not exactly a friend magnet. I'm an overweight, cynical, asshole, who would rather sit in front of his computer and watch a television show then talk to someone I don't know. I literally get frustrated when I try to talk to someone, who has a noticeably smaller intellect than I do. I hate when people listen or watch trashy pop culture garbage, just because it's popular. My main hobbies are sitting on my couch surfing 4chan, sitting on my couch watching television or movies on my computer, sitting on my couch reading, laying on my couch listening to music, playing the Pokemon Trading Card game, and sleeping. How the fuck am I supposed to start having friends again? This whole thing seems like hell. |
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