sorry... i feel simply awful about never updating this thing...it's just that either nothing at all happens or things do but they're way too personal for me to tell just anybody...no offense to any one...i dunno...i could complain alot right now but i prefer to be optimistic about life although i regret to inform whoever may be reading this that i believe i am turning into one of those people who don't believe in love. i used to, at one point, but now i just feel like it's not real anymore...and that i'll prolly never have it. depressing i know, but i don't care...i'm tired of waiting for nothing. well, that's all, unless anyone knows prince charming...send him my way. oh, since this is a gaming site i could mention that i was playing halo 3 with a bunch of my friends and i think that it's alot funner with them then alone...just thinking! alright...toodles!