is it really true?
Why do I write these if no one reads them? lol I guess it feels good to vent and get some things out of your mind. Well things have really just stopped going in anyway, shape or form of something good in my future. Such a long and sad story, it hurts so much but I still feel if there is any chance at all, even if its the smallest possibility I must remain positive, calm and strong. Once again though, you were taken from me, it took what seemed like a century just to talk with you again and to find out that we both still are deeply in love with one another, all that is needed is time. Which of course still sucks because every minute away from you feels like a day, I miss everything about you and even your family. It pains me to think that this might be truly over, it hurts even more not to know for sure what is to happen. I love everything about you, so much you know already and more that you have yet to know. There is so much more that I want to show and experience with you, so much happiness that I long to enjoy with you by my side. But once more a wrench was tossed into our love. I respect you so much, but feel your path is one that will leave you deeply hurt, I hope I can stop you before that comes to pass, or at least help you mend yourself back to the maggie I so deeply love. So many worry about you and miss you, but not as much as I do. Your my world and I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't know what our future holds for us, but I hope we can one day act on our promises, oh how I long to have a little you running around and biting the other kids on the playground thinking shes a dinosaur. But I dont know, those are just dreams I hope to make a reality, the way things are going though, Im not sure Ill be able to stand much longer. I dont want to think that after all we have been through, since the beginning, that its over. It almost seems impossible. I hope to hear from you one day...please be careful, I no longer have the right to protect you, I will do all I can but for now please know Ill always be in your heart....I moose you.....no I love you.
with love,
mikeh-kun

is it really true?
Why do I write these if no one reads them? lol I guess it feels good to vent and get some things out of your mind. Well things have really just stopped going in anyway, shape or form of something good in my future. Such a long and sad story, it hurts so much but I still feel if there is any chance at all, even if its the smallest possibility I must remain positive, calm and strong. Once again though, you were taken from me, it took what seemed like a century just to talk with you again and to find out that we both still are deeply in love with one another, all that is needed is time. Which of course still sucks because every minute away from you feels like a day, I miss everything about you and even your family. It pains me to think that this might be truly over, it hurts even more not to know for sure what is to happen. I love everything about you, so much you know already and more that you have yet to know. There is so much more that I want to show and experience with you, so much happiness that I long to enjoy with you by my side. But once more a wrench was tossed into our love. I respect you so much, but feel your path is one that will leave you deeply hurt, I hope I can stop you before that comes to pass, or at least help you mend yourself back to the maggie I so deeply love. So many worry about you and miss you, but not as much as I do. Your my world and I wouldn't have it any other way. I don't know what our future holds for us, but I hope we can one day act on our promises, oh how I long to have a little you running around and biting the other kids on the playground thinking shes a dinosaur. But I dont know, those are just dreams I hope to make a reality, the way things are going though, Im not sure Ill be able to stand much longer. I dont want to think that after all we have been through, since the beginning, that its over. It almost seems impossible. I hope to hear from you one day...please be careful, I no longer have the right to protect you, I will do all I can but for now please know Ill always be in your heart....I moose you.....no I love you.
with love,
mikeh-kun